such is life/love
“What is this love? Why can I never hold it?”
“I have decided at [37] something must change.”
But what can we change? I used to not want, now I want. I used to not fight, now I fight.
In her latest post, Masha Tupitsyn quotes Dodie Bellamy: “Passion is underrated.” I’m passion, on hold. Stuck in stop and go. I can’t express it but (so?) I can’t stop feeling it.
On the BART home today, just after hearing “Kreuzberg,” I read this, in the “This can’t go on” entry in A Lover’s Discourse:

Maybe all we can do is keep doing what we do and hope that this time it will work. Maybe that’s what the force of love does.
This can go on.
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