“i want more life”

A friend is struggling. She says things like


And she asks questions I wish I could answer, like

Yes. Where are we? That’s a very good question.
Tonight when I was on my way home from getting some work done in the office, this song was shuffled up

with its refrain of “What if it all were to change like you thought it would?” It’s a pointless question but one that I’ve sometimes asked myself regardless. I’m still trying to let go of it, I guess.
The song also repeats that “love is in the hands of time.” Well, it is and it isn’t. You can wait forever and spend your life lonely. Chances may only come along every so often but we’re the ones who have to take them. I guess I took one with you, though I don’t know how much of a choice I had. Sometimes we get it wrong, like I did with you, and I’m so sorry, but there was nothing wrong with the way it felt to be around you.
I hope you know none of this means that I like you any less as a person. I really don’t. I just need more (from) life right now.
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